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Why
"planet z"?
So what's all this "Zzz" stuff? Why is Z the title of my music
project? What is hypnagogic?
The hypnagogic
state (occasionally spelled hypnogogic) is the stage between being awake
and being asleep. (Not to be confused with hypnopompic which is the stage
between being asleep and waking up). A few years ago, one night while
falling asleep I realized I could feel myself subtly shift from
being awake to being about to fall asleep. It was the most curious feeling,
as if some inner part of myself was falling. Then, after noticing the
feeling, I fell asleep - surprise.
The next night, I tried to pay attention, and this time when I felt that
shift into hypnagogic, it was interesting enough to keep me sort of awake.
I found myself laying there, physically becoming numb, observing how completely
bizarre my thoughts had turned. I could hear voices saying things, I could
see images. Since I have never had any drug-induced hallucinations, I
was pretty excited to find this natural hallucinatory state. (I've tried
various natural hallucinatory substances before, but nothing seems to
affect me - anyway, I'm a little scared of destroying my brain).
Ok, so the next night, I put a piece of paper and a pen next to me as
I got into bed. I left a dim light on, and soon there I was hearing voices
again. This time, I pulled myself briefly into consciousness to write
down some of what I was hearing, then back to hypnagogic. The next day,
I was somewhat discouraged by the big black ink spot on my sheets where
I had dropped the pen, but I couldn't believe what I had
written. It was an extremely strange disembodied feeling to have no recollection
of having written this incredibly interesting and bizarre text.
I experimented with this a lot, and generated lots of nonsensical, but
very interesting poetry. I'll call it poetry, because what else can I
call it? This seems to be some very pure, fundamental creativity - my
mind, free from constraints of consciousness, and free from external sensory
input, begins to interpret the slow alpha brainwaves as language and image.
Is it random? I think not, since often the voices I hear are those of
people I know, and I can hear them distinctly speaking, saying the strangest
things!
So I was inspired by this hypnagogic creativity, and wanted to see if
I could somehow apply it to music. One way was to use the words from a
hypnagogic episode as lyrics in a song. My pop tunes began to have a much
more esoteric lyric bent! (listen to five).
Another path was to try to create the feeling of hypnagogic in music,
which I attempted in the rather epic Music
For Dining, and (maybe more successfully) in Somnambulist.
So, a couple years ago, becoming known by my friends for my mellowness,
and occasional spaciness, I registered
the domain name planetz.com. Z as in "zzz", like the bubble
you see in cartoons over someone's head while they're sleeping, or like
the expression "catch some z's". Feeling pressured to have a
title (other than the enormously common and uninteresting "john cooper")
for my music projects, I ended up with a number of similar monikers: "Z",
"Zee", "Zeee", "Z music"....
Another interesting phenomenon I've noticed while in the hynagogic state
is that audio perception can become mixed with visual perception. While
supremely relaxed, and approaching (or in) the hypnagogic state, I've
found that a sudden noise (like a door slamming or the phone ringing)
will be somehow translated into a visual phenomenon. Typically, I see
a burst of white light against a black background, typically in a criss-crossed
geometric pattern. Sometimes, it's more like the glow you see when your
eyes are closed and someone shines a light in your eyes. It is always
black and white, as far as I remember.
Needless to say, I became very excited about the possibilities when I
first noticed this perceptual crossover. I began to imagine the possibilities
of seeing music, or if the perceptual switch were to happen in
reverse, being able to hear a painting. Unfortnately, I've never
been able to progress beyond the simplicity of the single transient burst
of noise being translated into an equally transient burst of visual light.
The fact that the light often appears geometric patterns still intrigues
me enormously.
My basic interpretation is that when in the hypnagogic state, the brain
is deprived of its usual sensory input (similar to being in a deprivation
tank), and begins to produce its own hallucinations. In this state, when
some sensory input is suddenly provided (e.g. a sudden noise), the brain
has to "switch contexts", and may get its signals crossed. Maybe,
if a piece of ice touched my skin in this state, I would similary see
the sensation, rather than feel it.
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